Understanding

Understand me...
In this misunderstanding....

I worship not the man that has saved me from nothing

Nor has he washed my sins away with his

blood and tears..

Forgiven thoughts that I fail to cast away

I have broken sacred rules that allow me

to walk guilty in a world that

holds sins far greater than my own.

I care not for the man which turns his cheek to my needs

and crushes me with his definition of love...

Caring is for cowards who have not felt the pain of a broken heart

I feel nothing for the soul that does not weep for me.

I cry not for my own soul.

Cursing the one that has offered me no forgiveness for my

mistakes.

I crave not the flesh that stumbles over my pride

forsaking my tears as he laughed out loud

over my misery.

His misery is short to come

he will know the pain of falling

The coming of spirit death.

When the heart and soul becomes love dead.

And I feel nothing where once he inhabited the void

Understand me....

Tear drops baptise my feet and purify the eyes

so that they may see the mistakes

before they are made secondly.

I have no room for the man that sins against my soul

and buries his memories in the

arms of a stranger.

I am used

By him that thought me once pure

Tainted me with injustice and branded

my soul

Executed my spirit with the fires of jealousy.

Understand me...

No.... Do not understand..

Never will I be able to...

Dcguzman 7-2001

Copyright 2001